elizabethsadhu: Eyes to the soul

If this post resonates with you, then it is for you. If it makes you feel itchy, then it is probably for you.

Beloveds, you all have worked and worked and toiled and toiled and worked and worked and worked and it is finally finally finally time for you to sit back and let others do the work. This is a Time for you to reap the benefits, enjoy the benefits, wallow in the benefits of all that you’ve done. We know we understand, we get how hard it is for you both to rest and we do find it very interesting that many of you are having to have such a significant and unmoving rest because of your bodily injuries. And so many of you clearly don’t realize how much you do, so this is a time for you all to rest. Let this time percolate and simmer within you. Let this time simmer around in your very being, to the depths of your very souls. And we want you to know what you’ve done for the universe, what you’ve done for this world, what you’ve done for all of humanity. You all, and there are many, of course, who have worked so hard. You all have worked so hard and it was completely selfless. You all were called and you all chose to come to this space and time to uplift humanity, to save humanity and on many levels to sacrifice yourself for the common good. For the greater good!

Right now in many ways you all are facing your biggest test. And that is for you all to rest and relax and just enjoy. You have all been huge doers in your lifetime and in fact in many lifetimes before this. This is your time to sit back and just be still. And for all of you, because of who you are, being still is immensely powerful and impactful. You think that you are doing nothing, but you are not. You think you should be doing something, but please do not. Let yourself be. Let yourself read and relax. Let yourself watch TV and relax. Let yourself look out the window and enjoy the view. Take a little walk in nature. This will make the biggest impact for you all and for the world. We understand that right now it may not make sense for you to see the impact this will have on the world. And if y’all are thinking that doesn’t make any sense; why would my rest have an impact on the world? It will become more clear as time goes on. But let us just say right now that your inspiration, your beauty, your willingness, although it may be a challenge, to follow the still small voice, to follow the call of the universes, to listen to The Beans, to know that you must rest; this has a huge impact. Sometimes, and in fact, oftentimes doing nothing is the best thing you can DO.

This time of enforced rest is, may we say, one of our most brilliant plans. We of the Universes and we, The Beans, and this includes all of the Archangels, this includes all Beings who are with you all at all times, we devised this for you because this is the final piece. Now we recognize that when we say final it sounds like perhaps you’re near death but that is not the case. Not by any stretch are you close to death. But you may call this a tiny death because this is the release and the letting go and the death of your old ways of doing doing doing. You are done in that role; you are complete in that role. Now is the time to relish and wallow and enjoy your life with your beautiful family (whatever that looks like to you). This piece also enlivens your families. It also makes them feel good, it makes them feel important, it makes them feel that you need them. And you do need them. They want to feel needed, they want to feel loved, they want to feel like they are significant and important to your life. But because you all are so competent and so capable there have been many ways, even though we know that you’ve tried to be careful, that your families have felt that they weren’t needed in the way they would like to feel needed. So this is a coming together for all of you and for your relationships to come into more perfect and beautiful Harmony.

We love you all.

I’ve been sitting with the idea that it is time to let go of my name, Sadhu. There are so many things to ponder about this. I have just started saying out loud that I joined a cult back in 1974. I was not in denial about this in the last 30 years, it just didn’t seem important. Part of this cult was to take a new name. Leave the old life behind.

My name Sadhu was given to me by my then “spiritual” teacher who it turns out was an abuser to the nth degree. And so many of my friends were hurt and traumatized by that man. I was lucky in the sense that I was not of interest to him and I didn’t live close. But I was a devoted follower and a good girl. And although I was never one to ask him what to do about everything in my life, I did follow him closely for about 14 or so years. In 1988 I cut my hair and stopped being what I call an Orthodox Sikh. I got a lot of shit for this from many of my Sikh “friends”. And I felt very supported by many of my true Sikh friends. I still consider myself a kind of Reform Sikh, although I am very open to all kinds of spiritual ideas. I still chant and pray in Gurumukhi. I still honor many tenets of Sikhism. I want to say that I am human. That I am.

The other piece for me is cultural appropriation. The name was given to me by a Sikh Indian man. But it is feeling a little false to me as a white woman to continue to use this name. I have loved this name but as I have been sitting in meditation with it, I feel it is time to let it go.

I have decided that after 30 years (this does kind of crack me up) I am going to take my beloved husband’s name, Farwell. After the year we have had with breast cancer and his brother passing, we have gotten closer than ever. He is one of the best things to happen to me. I feel so very blessed. I WAS very insistent that I have my own name. It was not my father’s (Roberts) or my husband’s (Farwell). I am at a stage in my life where that part just doesn’t matter. I am who I am.

I am happily back in therapy which has been tremendously healing. I am fully recovered from breast cancer. So much has happened this year with COVID and death and the world. I have had lots of time to sit with all of this and I feel so very blessed by my cancer. So many amazing things have come from it. AND I know I am privileged to be able to say that.

I have connected with so many beautiful humans over these last two years because of COVID. I am in several groups devoted to becoming Antiracist. I am addicted to this journey. I am in a prayer group of loving and wonderful women. Sisters to me now. I am not Christian but they welcomed me and love me as I love them. So many blessings.

Continuing to live in joy. Continuing to wallow in gratitude. Continuing to love myself with revolutionary (thank you Valarie Kaur) and radical love (thank you Sonya Renee Taylor) so that I can love ALL my neighbors. I love you all! L. Elizabeth Farwell. I am open to talking to anyone who may have questions. I am open to sharing more of my story because, needless to say, this is the short version.

Maya Angelou

7-14-21

Hello beloved humans. I include all humans in this greeting as I can see that ALL are beloved from where I sit. We recognize that all humans may not appear to be beloved. Or worthy of being beloved. Please KNOW that all are worthy. But all humans are also wounded. And SO OFTEN the wounded parts show up MORE than the healthy parts.

If you can bring yourself to radiate love, radiate gratitude, radiate joy, then this radiation will be the MOST POWERFUL radiation on the face of the planet, in the Universe. Or as some like to say the Multi-Verse. Let us not limit ourselves. We understand that this practice of radiating may be challenging to you humans. Please know that the more you radiate, the more this oozes out to other humans. Each human can do this. For some it will be much easier than for others. And you can practice a little bit every day, even if just for 10 seconds. That is a start. See how it makes you feel. See how folks respond to you. Conduct some experiments.

“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.” This was my quote when I was embodied.

I want you ALL to know the power you all have. Yes, every single one of you. You can change you. You can LOVE you. You can RADIATE. “You may not control all the events that happen to you, but you can decide not to be reduced by them.” Yep, me again.

These times are truly intense and scary. Be aware, but also try not to buy into the fear. Don’t perpetuate the fear mongering. Do what your heart tells you to do. Tap into your higher power. And at times this may feel or seem way off. Especially when it comes to what society says to do or feel or be. TRUST YOURSELF. Cultivate that beauty that is your wise self. That knowing self. Because who knows better for you, than YOU? BUT you must rigorously practice self love and self awareness and going within. “If you’re always trying to be normal you will never know how amazing you can be.” Here is another of mine from when I was in body.

You can change the world JUST by BEING YOU. And KNOW that you must try to be very present in each moment. Things change rapidly and often in ways that humans do not understand. There is a big change coming. And you are a part of it. A HUGE part of it. RADIATE. Share that beauty that is YOU.

Remember. YOU are enough.

7-13-21

I have been hearing the call to write more often. It has been awhile. Exactly one month from today, I turn 64, so perhaps that has inspired me. I know the other thing is that I have recently been triggered by my mother and our relationship. And I felt called to check in with my granny, who was my mother’s mother. They had a challenging relationship but I feel that I will get some truth or enlightenment from a conversation with Granny. I called her my funny Grandma.

Granny aka Marian Elizabeth Copping

Hello dear. My funny granny daughter. It is right and good that you did not try to contact me sooner. I was in a long spell of schooling here in the other dimensions and unavailable for comment. And what comments I could give would NOT be helpful. I have been here now for about 10 years, not that your earth time means anything here. But just for a point of reference for you.

When I was on earth, I was unable to convey with extreme accuracy the awe and depth of the love I have/had/have for you. I think you felt it on a few levels but I was in an earthly body that could not share that love and joy. With you or anyone. Your mother was my first child and it was HARD FOR HER. I had her and her two sisters within 3 years. The first two girls did not get the attention from me that they needed. And your grandpa Roy REALLY wanted an heir to his throne. Yes, he thinks/thought he was a king. He really loved you, by the way! So your dear mama got NOTHING from us. She got all the residuals of shame and not good enough from both her parents. Her path is unique to her and we don’t really know if she will ever come to a balanced state of self love. She thinks that her path with “the Lord” is real and true. And perhaps this has saved her in one sense, but as you well know, she is unbalanced to say the least of it. YOU have known this your whole life. First you were born and she focused with extreme attention on you, in an unhealthy way. A smothering kind of way. Because she was looking to GET something. Not be a mother. Your father was not a good fit for her, but then again, I don’t know who would be. She is an extremely wounded being. Then your brother was born and he took ALL of the attention. ALL OF IT. And in some ways this gave you a reprieve.

You have always been an advanced soul. And coming into the lives of these two wounded beings, Jean and Jerry, was YOUR choice. You had a few choices and you chose this one as the most growth inducing. Also, you were there for your brother and your mother and father. But you completed that mission years ago. When your brother passed, you were complete. AND no, you DO NOT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR MOTHER…..which she has been asking you ever since you were a tiny child.

We will laugh and say, “just say no”. Which you fortunately figured out several years ago. But no guilt. No shame. NONE. Let that rest. YOU COMPLETED THE MISSION. YOU COMPLETED THE MISSION. YOU COMPLETED THE MISSION. You are free and clear now. You get to dance with abandon. You get to sing with joy. You get to enjoy your life with zesty joy. You get to enjoy your beautiful hubby and beautiful son and daughter.

If you are able to get a counselor, it will not take many sessions to complete what is needed.

Even though your mother says she is not afraid of death, she is ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED of death. But know that folks will show her the way and she will be surprised at how different it will be than what she has been thinking. She will also go into a schooling period. She may or may not come back. That is yet to be determined.

So, don’t worry about your mama. Don’t take what she says seriously. Don’t believe anything she says. She has a huge grain/streak/part, okay a gargantuan part of her that is JEALOUS of you. You were able to figure out life. You have two amazing children who love you, who honor you, who want to be around you. You have an amazing husband who is your absolute best friend and loves and supports you WITHOUT QUESTION. He is your rock. She tried four times. And, as you know, she picked men, including all the boyfriends, who were useless and narcissistic and abusive. So, she found God in the animals. She found love in the animals. YOU already know this. But we want to reiterate it. She will do anything for them.

Let her be herself. Don’t try to change her. We know you are not, but don’t hold out any hope that she will change. Just limit your visits, always take Jim, only stay for about 2 hours. These are the guidelines that you have been getting, please stick to them.

She won’t really last much longer. She is EXHAUSTED. And not just from the cancer. But she is still clinging on. Love her from afar. We know this is a challenging one for you. Put her photo on your altar and send her love. She needs it. She is a seriously unhappy woman. And her pets are her only succor.

We’re sorry we did not give you funny tidbits. KNOW that we really loved being your granny. It was very special. And although we did not recognize that greatness and special person you are at the time, we KNEW there was something. It was not as threatening to us since we were a generation removed and older. Not like your mama.

Let your WISE WOMAN-CRONE self shine bright. RISE ABOVE the humdrum 3D world. YOU are NOT a part of that anymore. I/We love you forever and ever.

1-6-21

Guru Nanak

This message from me, Nanak Dev, is a message of love and reconciliation. I have been in another dimension (dead to you humans) for almost 500 years. I was the founder of Sikhism, many like to say. I was the Baba, the papa and I still am. Many who are Sikhs, look to me as an inspiration. Many relate to me as their guru. I am not that. Although I have been called Guru Nanak for many many years.

And this is part of what I have come here to say. Be your own Guru. Be your own fabulous teacher of the Divine, because YOU are ALL of the divine. Yes, truly. If I have provided any inspiration and joy at all, then I have served my purpose.

Please know that if you found Sikhi through Harbhajan Singh, there is no shame in that. We can see from where we are (Beings in other dimensions we tend to say “we” because it is so often a collective of souls) that many were wounded and hurt by this man. We can see that his EARLY intentions were good and true. He was not strong. He got caught up in the worship given to him by all you humans. He pushed it to the max and while so many of you were pure and true and innocent, in many ways you gave him that power. The wounded must heal. The wounded souls that you all are, NEED to heal yourselves. In whatever way you can. It is time to move into your GLORY. Your ESSENCE that is divinity. Do whatever it takes to HEAL yourselves. If it is chanting and recitation of sacred sound, then use that. If it is therapy and talking to your friends and family, then use that. If it is wailing and screaming and wailing and screaming, then do that. NO ONE can judge what you need to do for yourself.

If you must throw out the turban with the baby, then do that. If you must throw out all practices that may have felt good to you, pause for a moment. Because this is one of our main points. PAUSE. PONDER. Does this feel good to me? Does this bring me joy? PAUSE. PAUSE. PAUSE. Try to separate yourself from anyone else’s ideas, anyone else’s experiences. What is YOUR experience? Ponder and pause with that. FEEL it in your BODY? Your divine body, that no matter the shape and size, is from the Infinite. We use this word deliberately. We will not use the word God because that is a trigger for so many. AND if you don’t believe in that shit, then don’t. It is all good. I know that this last sentence may not sound like the Baba Nanak that you know and love, but we are free flowing with current times and also, we are coming to you through Elizabeth, aka Sadhu, and at times her way of using language (which we love) will come through.

So, our final point, is that you were drawn to a man and path that may have been a saving for you in the larger scheme of things. You, on many levels, gave away your power, because you did NOT trust your soul. You did not completely and absolutely and unconditionally love yourselves. WE know that many want to continue in their anger…..and that is all good, that is perfect. THAT is a way of taking back your power.

So, take it back. Show that you can RISE ABOVE and be the radiant, light-filled, gorgeous, fabulous beings that you are NOW. YOU are it already, just acknowledge and embrace that being. YOU!

WE love you ALL unto infinity.

9-26-20

Mother Mary-Mary Magdalene and The Beans and the M&Ms

This is primarily to women, but some of you men might relate and some of you men need to hear this. But mostly you women need to understand this. Quit obsessing about your body weight. Quit belittling yourselves and your sisters. Quit judging humans by the weight on their body. Why is this any different than judging someone by the color of their skin? There is systemic racism in this country, this world. AND there is systemic body shaming in this world. It is a kind of subtler hate. It is an accepted hate. It is easy to make fun of humans who have some extra weight and assume that they are lazy, they are bad, they eat too much. Perhaps there is MORE to their story. Just like all humans. There is ALWAYS MORE to the story.

Humans are so judgmental. Humans know that it is not okay to be racist. They know it is not okay to hate women. It is now not okay to hate gay people. They know it is not really okay to hate at all. But there is an insidious and deep hate toward humans who are big. It is as though all the hate stored up in their bodies is now directed towards big humans. We’ll say fat.

What does this say about the human race? So much body shaming. So much hatred. Is this now accepted? WE want to say NO. Just stop. Please let all the love in your hearts flow and encompass all humans. BUT you must start with yourself. When you feel a judgment come up, can you visualize it and see where it is coming from? Is this really a judgment on yourself?

Why is the body shaming so prevalent in the world? Why is it SO IMPORTANT to be thin? Thin does not equal healthy. Why is it not okay to show an appetite if you are a larger person? Why is this such a taboo in this society? And so often a larger person feels the shame and despair already and then feels it from the humans around them. Why bother? Why live?

This is a topic near and dear to Elizabeth as she comes to terms with her own body shaming of herself. Her own judging of others. Her own knowing that there may be something wrong with her if she cannot seem to get over her body shaming of herself. She keeps working at it. AND it has not quite clicked yet. She has tried to lose the menopausal weight and nothing impacts it. One of her last doctor visits was with a woman who was overweight and when she weighed Elizabeth, she told her to lose at least a few pounds because she was in the “obese” category. It was not “do you exercise?” “Do you eat healthy?” NO! It was all about the numbers on the scale. And there are studies to show that these numbers may be wrong.

So, young and old warriors, be kind to yourself. Be kind to yourself FIRST. Examine your judgments. Examine your internal strivings. Do you REALLY think you need to lose weight or do you just need to LOVE yourself completely, unconditionally and with absolute joy and passion?

One last word, although this may come up again. Love your life. Enjoy your life. BE in JOY! AND for many that may include eating delicious foods. Taking a little walk in nature every day. Dancing. Taking a nap. Reading in the bathtub. Watching the news, or not. Reading a fun book. Reading a history book. Hanging with your puppy. Hanging with your honey. And it all comes down to BEING with yourself. YOU, the most wondrous, beautiful YOU. From where we are, we see you as radiant, beautiful beings. You may have a body, but we don’t see that. The more you love yourself, the more you shine. The more you love yourself the more you love ALL. Love yourselves EXACTLY as you are right NOW.

Soul Flow: Message From Beyond the Veil

Ruth Bader Ginsburg

9-19-20

Beautiful humans–

I could hang on no longer and my soul told me it was time to depart this earthly body. I was willing to hang in there for longer but I was told by those in the know, think higher entities, that it was TIME to go.

One woman cannot do it all. I appreciate the love and adoration that you have given me, but KNOW that you have it ALL inside you. YOU have the POWER, you have the strength. STOP looking outside yourselves. YOU are IT. If you don’t believe this, start cultivating your power, your inner knowing, your light. YOU HAVE IT. You just need to open your eyes and see. Listen to the truth of your soul. SEE who you ARE.

I had to leave because I was done but MAINLY because you all need to do the work. Are you rising up more than ever? Are you speaking up even more now that there is FEAR of what the current administration will do? Are you witnessing the greatest uprising in history? AND it will get more intense. So PREPARE YOURSELF.

One woman cannot do it for you. One person can inspire but you all need to inspire yourselves. I was but a candle flame or lit match that ignited many of you. Ignite each other. Share with each other. Stand arm in arm to defend WHAT YOU BELIEVE. We are watching and seeing the beautiful unification of all you hold dear. Please don’t buy into the earth existence as EXACTLY what appears. This can be misleading. If you can, remember a time in your life where you thought all was lost and then SOMETHING happened and things shifted and appeared miraculous. Hold onto that thought. There is more at work here than you can see or envision.

‘There are more things in Heaven and Earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.’ Perhaps it seems a bit silly to quote Shakespeare, but this is an apt message.

As humans it is entirely appropriate to mourn me, my physical self, but let it be the start, the fuel to your flames. Your flames of outrage, of rising up, of awe, of anger, of “we’re not going to take it anymore”, your righteous indignation. Fan those flames.

I will come back with more. For now I am in a beautiful place and I AM in your hearts. Remember WHO you are. AMAZING AND POWERFUL. More than you know. So KNOW it.

RBG

9-16-20

From: M&Ms, The Beans (my guides) and My Highest Self

Dearest Beloved humans–

We want to offer some advice for these difficult times. And we find it may be valuable for you all to recognize the blessing right now with your alone time, your quiet time, your time away from other humans. If you can or feel called, take this opportunity to GO WITHIN.

This is a time to go inward. This is a time to call on and cultivate your inner resilience. This is a time to LISTEN for your still small voice. This is time to HEAR your inner higher self. It is time to get in touch with your inner knowing because it will be needed in the times to come. It will be VERY NEEDED.

Times will be getting tougher for all. No matter the outcome of the US election, there will be strife and there will be issues. The side that “loses” will be extremely unhappy and there may be more rioting and protesting. Please be prepared for this to come. THIS is why cultivating your inner knowing is so important. It was ALWAYS important but it will be even more important as you navigate this new world. There are HUGE shifts happening now and continuing.

One of the things that we encourage you to do and it IS time, is to ALLOW all of your feelings. If you are forced inside because of COVID and/or smoke, let yourself FEEL. Allow those feelings and love on them. Love them and honor them. All feelings are valuable. All feelings are part of who you are. AND so loving them is so important to release. They just need a little loving attention. Hug them, love them, kiss them. RELEASE. *

And if it helps, imagine yourself and all those lovely feelings completely engulfed and soothed by the most loving, softest, perfect temperature angel wings. Feel the comfort they give. Feel it as the most comforting of blankets. It is soothing and healing.

We do recognize that as humans in your society, you are trained to be busy and to AVOID the painful feelings. If you can, practice sitting with the hard feelings like pain, shame, despair, anger and sadness and love on them. Take a few seconds every day and do that and we promise it will change your life. *

Also, please remember that loving yourself is of VITAL IMPORTANCE. Spend moments each day appreciating and loving yourself. This will help break down any barriers to loving ALL of your neighbors. If you are feeling hate or anger towards anyone, LOVE yourself FIRST. Love yourself unconditionally and beautifully just as you are RIGHT NOW. As you wallow in this practice, you will feel immense shifts toward LOVE. Do not let anyone dissuade you from this VERY IMPORTANT practice. Call it a meditation, if you will. But this is the most important of your life.

We love you immensely and with great esteem and joy!

*As I used to say back when I was in body, “tiny targets”. Michael J. Lincoln.

*Imagine I am holding you. I am here for you always; ALL WAYS. AA Michael

From: A collective group of multi-dimensional souls

9-7-20

Dear Ones-This is a collective message from many beings who have passed to another dimension. Elizabeth was hearing many people coming through but could not ascertain who the distinct individual was. That is because this is a collective of souls who have chosen to stay in a multi-dimensional space and not reincarnate back into human form.

We want to assure you of the rapidly shifting aspect of your planet. WE say this to you at this time because it feels as though NOTHING is changing. Nothing is shifting. IT IS INDEED. ON the surface in 3D time it feels as though you are watching ice floes melting. We do indeed understand. And we laugh a little because you humans are so often impatient. You want things now. AND we also recognize that many of you have been working hard in this lifetime and previous lifetimes for these moments. Please trust that there is HUGE SHIFTING happening now.

You may only see chaos right now in this earth plane existence. BUT if you could see as we see from the other dimensions, you would SEE that although it APPEARS chaotic, there is much afoot towards HUGE CHANGE. WE want to encourage you all to keep on keeping on…..keep protesting, if you feel called. Keep writing those postcards to get out the vote. Keep posting enlightening messages on your social media places. Keep speaking up for what YOU THINK is right. Keep standing up for your fellow humans. Keep donating to causes that speak to you. WHATEVER you feel is a joy thing for you. Keep on doing it.

AND this is the key. It must feel like a joy thing. JOY is a key for liberation, for movement, for shifting. Humans were not made to only feel the pain. Humans can ALL tap into it; you are made to feel EXTREME JOY! Hug your kids, hug your honey. Hug your dog. Blow yourself kisses in the mirror. Send a happy joyful thought to your neighbor. WHAT is it that brings you joy? Before doing anything, pause for a second and feel if that action might bring you joy. Is it ice-cream for breakfast, popcorn for dinner? Is it taking a long bath or reading a good book? Or is it both at the same time? Watch a child and see how they are magnets for joy. Be silly!

YOU HUMANS will know what it is. PLEASE KNOW that finding and being in your joy is a NECESSITY. This is not random, this is not narcissistic, this is not selfish. THIS IS NECESSARY.

So, be in your joy, because that is HOW the world is being saved. AND you can be in your joy and learn new things. Learn about people who are not appearing exactly as you. REACH OUT. Meet new humans. Share your joy and ignite others. Be open. Open your heart WIDE.

This is a time of Armageddon and also a time of GREAT SHIFTING. The world must collapse as it HAS been and so it can be built and created anew. THIS IS VITAL.

So, be at peace. TRUST the shifting. TRUST even if you can’t see the shifting.

WE love you all!

The collective group who, when human, appeared very different from each other.